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[ 06:03pm 11Apr ] |
goodbye.
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[ 11:15am 11Apr ] |
ask me a question.
all of you.
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[ 07:57pm 10Apr ] |
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757pm; fed up with the world.
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[ 03:55pm 10Apr ] |
my mom told me i looked cute today. so i took advantage of it.
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[ 02:06pm 10Apr ] |
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i don't know why but the other day the school cop brought up livejournal and everyone seemed to look at me.
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[ 01:28pm 10Apr ] |
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all around me are familiar faces, worn out places, worn out faces. bright and early for the daily races, going nowhere, going nowhere. their tears are filling up their glasses, no expression no expression. hide my head i want to drown my sorrow, no tomorrow, no tomorrow. and i find it kind of funny, i find it kind of sad, the dreams in which im dying are the best i've ever had. i find it hard to tell you, i find it hard to take, when people run in circles its a very, very mad world. children waiting for the day they feel good, happy birthday, happy birthday. when they feel the way that every child should, sit and listen, sit and listen. went to school and i was very nervous, no one knew me, no one knew me. hello teacher tell me whats my lesson, look right through me, look right through me. and i find it kind of funny, i find it kind of sad, the dreams in which im dying are the best i've ever. i find it hard to tell you, i find it hard to take, when people run in circles its a very, very mad word.
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[ 05:34pm 09Apr ] |
okay so i went to the oral surgeon
didnt get it done, it was just a consoltation
but i'm going back on wednesday to not only have them cut into my gums and move my teeth around, but to get my wisdom teeth pulled.
this lovely $2,000 idea is going to include:
no food for 24 hours before hand
815 am appointment in oxnard
intravaneous anesthetic sedation
& about a week and a half of doing jack shit.
what a lovely spring break this is turning out to be.
oh, and since my mom agreed to pay for prom if i got my hair back to brown
i have an appoinment to do just that, THE DAY AFTER I GET MY MOUTH FUCKED WITH.
fucking awesome guys, next weeks gonna be a blast.
ps i bawled my eyes out.
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[ 03:44pm 08Apr ] |
he is my favorite. always.
on with my life.
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[ 09:33pm 07Apr ] |
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so basically my parents are douchebags, i have a 10pm curfew for SPRING FUCKING BREAK, meaning lots of lonely time at home where i can sit here and isolate myself from the world, since a 3.33 gpa is totally terrible and all, and my parents fucking overreact because i am ACHIEVING BELOW MY ABILITY. sweet guys, way fucking sweet. its nice to know, though, that my dad is finally aware that i think he is a shitty person and i dont even consider him part of my family anymore. i miss alyssa and lea and kerri and i wish it were like the old days with no bullshit where we'd end up hanging out no matter what and doing shots of pepsi blue until we threw up. denise is hating my life i think. oh, and fatty and i are going to coach little kids soccer games or something not this sunday but next for community service. but seriously though, i miss alyssa. AND WHO WANTS TO CUDDLE? oh right, no one.
ps i relate distinct smells to certain period of times and for the past week or so my hair has smelled like ryan and cody on that one day where i went and hung out with them at their band practice with luis and aaron and some other kid. i remember that week or so being one of the best i've ever had. but nothing beats listening to 'feeling this' and falling asleep on MY blink182 pillowcase. awesome.
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